4-3-25, 2:14am
Life is so weird right now. I am on spring break and about two months out from my psych ward visit. It turns out I am actually bipolar 1! yayy. anyway, life was great when I left. I felt very happy and grounded, but it is difficult for me right now because I have lots of free time and not too many friends in my city. I have taken up going on casual dates, but I think it is very hard on my delicate feelings, so really it would be better if I could rekindle some friendships as well. I might visit my friends in Portland soon.
4-5-25, 2:14am
EEEEKKK!!!! i went on such a good date today! a girl like me doesn't kiss and tell though. ;) i also drew some in the morning, and did a good job on my makeup. i think my aventurite is bringing prosperity. somehow when i wear it, i tend to get better grades. or maybe its just confirmation bias who knows!! playing the sims and listening to podcasts lately. i hope this stability lasts forever and if it doesn't, i hope my best friend olanzapine kicks in and saves the day
