4-27-25, 2:14am
Life is so weird right now. I am on spring break and about two months out from my psych ward visit. It turns out I am actually bipolar 1! yayy. anyway, life was great when I left. I felt very happy and grounded, but it is difficult for me right now because I have lots of free time and not too many friends in my city. I have taken up going on casual dates, but I think it is very hard on my delicate feelings, so really it would be better if I could rekindle some friendships as well. I might visit my friends in Portland soon.
4-5-25, 2:14am
EEEEKKK!!!! i went on such a good date today! a girl like me doesn't kiss and tell though. ;) i also drew some in the morning, and did a good job on my makeup. i think my aventurite is bringing prosperity. somehow when i wear it, i tend to get better grades. or maybe its just confirmation bias who knows!! playing the sims and listening to podcasts lately. i hope this stability lasts forever and if it doesn't, i hope my best friend olanzapine kicks in and saves the day
4-5-25, 2:14am
I just got back from visiting some very near and dear friends in Portland! it was so fun but now I feel sad because I am in my normal boring house instead of a beautiful apartment surrounded by loved ones. I had a slice of pizza for dinner and am going to take a very deep and cleansing shower before bed. I've been thinking of getting a septum piercing! art student with a septum piercing how original! hee hee anyway yeas, life is good for now. I am wayyy behind in one of my classes though oopsie!! oh also i've been going to the gym a lot and it has been soooo fun.
